Friday, June 4, 2010

zul love Allah :)

Oh my self what will calm you?
Can’t you remain patient for a day or two?
I try to contain you but your strength overpowers,
...But when we die life will seem like hours.
So can’t you be patient for part of a day?
And remain steadfast upon the straight way?
The direction you’re taking leads to my worst fears,
Of the day we stand for fifty thousand years.
No one will joke nor talk nor smile,
And the sun from our heads will be at a mile.
Nowhere to hide and nowhere to flee,
Standing for what seems an eternity.
Then the judgment begins and the books will land,
Either on your right or your left hand.

Oh my self …
Do not become like those who left the right track,
And put their left hands behind their back.
Oh self, how do you plan to cross the sirat suspended in the air?
Craftier than a fox, sharper than a sword and thinner than a hair?
How do you plan to cross? Or will you cross at all?
The blink of an eye? Run? Or would you rather crawl?

The bad deeds you command will drop you from it,
And only good deeds put you back upon it.
Oh self, it’s a five hundred year-drop suspension,
Over a terrible place I’d rather not mention.

Oh self…
Do not be fooled by this world and its illusions,
And keep in mind judgment, the grave and other conclusions.
Oh self, wake up! Don’t follow your desire!
And ask for forgiveness to avoid the fire!

Oh self, keep the commands and avoid prohibitions,
And pay close attention to these admonitions.
Be amongst those who were the best of planners,
Who prepared for the future with good deeds and good manners.
Oh self it simply about your control,
Being patient now so as to reach your goal.

I don’t mean to put a burden, or put much stress,
Just to warn of a day when the limbs confess.
Sins add up as you live through the years,
Then sadness won’t save you and nor will the tears.
Every time you sin the Shaytan is winning
So remember the One against Whom you’re sinning.

Oh my self…
Life is short and ends when you least expect it,
And then what will you say when you’re resurrected?
The angel of death overlooked you and took the souls of your brothers,
And one day he’ll come to you and overlook others.
For great rewards plant the righteous seeds,
Oh Allah, I seek refuge from the evil of my self and from the evil of my deeds

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Friday, May 28, 2010

ahhlamak weyyy. sbenanye td aku da bebel pnjang gler tp aku tetekan f5 pastu tros ilang sume. cibai arr. penat weyy. tensen btol la bile segala usaha aku tak dihargai camni. haih. aku malas nk tulis blk so aku bwt rumusan jela psl ape yg aku tulis td. taw tak rumusan tu ape? bukan bg komen la. sape ajar korang? tula dlu time skola ckgu ajar bwt karangan korang g tdo kt blakang. ari2 tdo. wey nk tdo gi blk uma la. cincau btol laaa, tensen aku.

hahh camni citenye!! time keje kt kl dlu abg aku dtg kl. aku nga keje time tu. aku keje la weyy. bkn dok kt jusco bkt indah men tngkap gamba kt kdai jual brodband. hahaha. padan muke takk? hahh sambong blk. aku nga keje time tu so camne nk g lepak ngn abg aku an. aku pk pnye pk n smbl tk sengaje aku terbuat muke cibai aku. so bos aku si penyebok tu pon tnye laa. "weyy cibai. lu apa pasal? mau cirit ka?"aku iyekan jela. die bg aku blk. so dpt la aku lepak. mule2 lepak kt dataran merdeka. pelik an. ape seyy lepak kt situ. bajet pelancong btol laa. hahaha. bile da bosan lepak kt situ abg aku ajak g genting plk. wahhhh!! bes ni. dpt tipo bos pastu bole makan awan lagi. pehhhh
tp sblom gi genting tu kitorang kene blk uma dlu. sbb nk anta moto abg sdare aku. aku ckp aku nk bwk wlaupon aku tk ingat jln nk blk uma. abg aku ckp follow je kete die. so aku pon ngn muke tersengih ckp ok. tp weyy,moto tu laju ar. jimbet btol. aku tkley nk bwk slow2. so tepakse la aku tgglkan abg aku. taw tk camne aku blk uma. aku mmg terer. haha. aku nmpk je jln yg aku pena lalu,aku msok. tp kebanyakannye salah. tp aku ttp bwk ngn konfiden. hahaha. time2 aku nga sesat tu,aku smp kt traffic light. tetibe ade pkcik sorang tu benti kt sebela aku smbil sengih2 mntk penumbok pastu die ckp camni "dikk,jalan nk gi taman connought ikot mne?" aku rse cam kene perli je. siot gler. haha. tp aku stil cover konfiden aku ckp kt pkcik tu aku tk komfem camne nk g tmn connought dr traffic light tu. sori ye pkcik cibai. ahaha
last2 aku dpt gak smp uma setelah aku reti nk tgk signboard. bru aku taw apsal kerajaan bwt signboard tu. hahaha
da smp je uma aku amek bju pastu tros gerak genting. bes weyy gi genting. pling bes time men roller coaster. pehh bes gler. aku nk men lg tp abg aku tknk. die takot. hahaha. kt ats tu gmba time kt sane. de byk lg tp aku malas nk bwt semak. genting bes. nnt aku pon nk bwt satu. ehh nk bwt dua laa. pehh kaya aku

im bekkk

haha da lme seyy tk update blog ni. rndu plak :)
hmm skrg da dok jb blk. tp stil blom g lepak ngn mbr2 aku lg. rse cam malas tp rndu plk kt dorang. heh